Every time I hear of a story like this, it brings the memories of Matthew flooding back and I'm left again thinking how unfair life can seem. I wish I could fully grasp why these tragedies happen. I believe with all my heart that God has a plan and that He walks with us through moments of unbearable pain and sadness, but I wish so much that we could be spared the pain. I wish we could experience the joy of heaven right now, instead of being stuck in this broken world.
That is what brought me to you. Aaron's Bloemsma's folk and the best of friends. Not only through seminary! They lived five app. Away, but Aunt Ruth was so kind In letting me play with, change diapers and babysit. I always had baby fever so the fact I am told all of a sudden I need a hysterectomy, has me balling. Long story short my hubby had checked out of our marriage and family as " we" lost a child.. A good bit along too. I want one more to make up for what I strongly believe was a " Him". I have. 3 sons and now my dream girl, but am, and feel as though my loss counts b/c I couldn't hold him in my arms . ( btw it was a he:) I know I need to rejoice that I have three crazy sons and a beloved, longed for had her named picked out at 7 , baby girl. Positive that it was a run on sentence:) blessings, Julia and fro your friend and All those out there!! Loves ya, in Christ Shelly Brown
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